MY DIARY
20 JUNe-24 JUNe2011
JUN 24..It is my first registration day at IPGKTI in Johore Bahru.It was far most frustrating day since I come to Johore with my beloved family 2 days before.Huh,mixed feelings strike my cereberum,activating my bad mood.I was never that far from my family for a long period before.I just can’t imagine the next days coping with my new friends without my parents and my brothers beside me.It is not about the problem of self management,but rather concerning on the how strong relationship among my family members which had create a fantastic love among my family members that rather pushes me drastically into sadness as I am no longer with them in sabah.I have been with my family for almost 18 years,having bazaar experiences with them which had nurture and shape me as I am now.It is not easy to instill natural sense to be close to God in children in every child.Furthermore, It is not easy to teach a child and explain them to know the motive and need to study.Well, they was succeed to train me.For me,it is a pleasure to make my parents happy by showing them my excellent results in UPSR(5As) PMR(7As) and SPM(9As 1B).But of course,all of that were given by God’s blessings and eternal love..on the orientation week,there is no major problems to me except about living far from my family,seriously,I cried everyday…..But now,I realise that God has something for me and my family.Now my brother(Darren) become more responsible and sensible than before..for me,I am becoming more mature in handling things that I encounter..but yet,I am still weak,I can’t imagine how’s my feelings get me next week as soon as the class started.I think I just need one help….of course,my God…Jesus Christ……..the best thing for me lays on the hands of the Great One…..Mathew 7:7……well,that’s all for now…
Regards,
Brendon
25th of June
